How has doujinshi and ero-manga affected your sexuality and fetishes in general?
Of course, there's the usual tropes (tomboy, genki girl, onee-san type, ...) which can give you some insights into personality types you wouldn't necessarily be aware of or attracted to before, but I'm thinking in particular of things like otokonoko (`traps') and futanari, or even a particularly nice yaoi doujin sometimes.
It feels like people in that demographic (H-manga consumers) have less apprehension when it comes to fap material outside their IRL orientation/attraction and such. Or maybe it is just 3D porn being boring and rehashed outside of niche communities? Everything popular is just straight-up vanilla.
Maybe it's due to drawings inherently being able to make anything look good. It's hard to differentiate between a doujin featuring two boys and a regular hetero one, sometimes, due to how feminized they can be. I guess that means we're more attracted to physical traits than anything else?
There's also the matter of "taboo" material, like incest, loli, and the likes, I suppose (though I think incest is mainstream amongst the masses now as well?).
I'm not into scat, but when it's 2D it might as well be chocolate fudge.
You know where I'm going with this? Because I sure don't.
I don't think the effect is just limited to H-manga... rather it's that you're constantly exposed to things you didn't know you'd like. Much like when they run sales on coffee, snacks, etc. at the supermarket I will check out almost anything on exhentai thst has at least one tag I like... sometimes I even find something that I wouldn't have thought I liked! tossed in there! The analogy also flows backwards: many of my favorite snacks I wouldn't have bought if I hadn't been encouraged to buy them.
I definitely stand behind the notion that H-manga can influence a person's sexual character: merely having the opportunity to be exposed to such "deviant" things like loli, girl (boy), etc. can 100% have an effect on a person.
Anyway vanilla is really nice. I'm not going to deny that. But if you're wacking it to vanilla all the time then... well, at least it's better than 3D.
It's not so bad, but life used to be better.
I used to have a routine, y'know? Dolores would be around. She'd wanna go *out* on a Saturday. She'd wanna take the paper and go read it in the park. And now that Dolores isn't around, I could still do that but it's just... Sometimes it's hard to convince myself to go outside, so I decide to stay in. And it's not *bad*.
I have one of those recorders that records the channels on the t.v. so I can watch all my favorite shows and never have to worry about missing any of them, which is wonderful.
But, I can't lie and say I don't miss Dolores every once in a while. But it's mostly just the little things. Like when you're eating dinner and you look across the table and you expect your wife to be there, but then you remember that she's dead. That stuff. That kind of stuff is tough.
I remember she would always put the mustard on my sandwiches for me. And the other day, I made a sandwich and I forgot to put the mustard on and I took a bite into it and I was like, "Why isn't there any mustard on it?". And then I remembered: Dolores is dead. And I cried for hours, just hours, mourning my wife again. It was like the old wound just opened right up again. And I was crying for hours probably, just hours, y'know? Which was fine. It was fine. That's just part of life, y'know? To just cry for hours because your soulmate is gone and she's never coming back. And y'know, that doesn't depress me. It doesn't depress me at all, y'know?
And sometimes, the neighbors come knocking on my door and they tell me that I've been screaming in my sleep. I've just been screaming out, "Dolores! Dolores! I wanna kill myself without you!" But, listen, those people used to the loudest parties, y'know? And if I can't make a little noise myself, then that's just fair, y'know? It's just fair that I get to make a little noise myself. And its fine, y'know. I don't know, I don't remember the dreams when I wake up but I'd imagine that it's just me dreaming about my wife and how great life was when we were still both alive, when my life had more of a purpose in those days.
And, y'know, I look at her picture a lot. It's just that I look at her picture a lot. Because its right there, y'know, on the bedside and you wake up and go to bed and you're starting your day and ending your day with Dolores. It's hard not to look at the picture. She looks so beautiful in that picture.
But it's fine. It's fine. It's a part of life, y'know? That's part of how life goes.
I miss you, sweetie. I miss you so much.
I'm gonna do it.
Don't get caught up in 3D; if your lolis are 2D then you'll never lose them!
I thought I was straaight for a while
I see astolfo's dick: wow I wanna succ
I like dick now
I'm not gay but I quite like futa, and I'd be a liar if I said I didn't occasionally fap to traps.
Not ero-manga but Rozen Maiden gave me a raging doll fetish. If a man can sit through the entire series without popping a boner once he is undoubtedly gay.
I think I've also become more sadistic, I quite like ryona (though not guro or snuff).
Oh yeah, and monster girls. Particularly when they lie on the more "monster" side of things than "girl"--same thing goes for robot girls.
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